Where the hell is the remote control?

I have too much pics. Uploading them is exhausting *l*. So I'll be cutting it into two posts.
( Huge picspam ahead. )

( And as for my Rai-Kirah question: )

I'm off to the mountains for a few days, yay! We're leaving in an hour or so at the ridiculous hour of 6.30. Or so I thought. Turned out I had this horrifying dream of the not really impossible variety that leaves you panting and fully awake and still almost as terrified. So I got up at 5 instead of half an hour later.
I demand a great time after such a lousy start, thank you very much.
Have a good week, everyone :]

I need to renew my icons and my layout. Now if only I could stop being so lazy and stop thinking and start doing...

Anyway, I found myself trying to find as much ds-related pic spams as possible because I can't decide on what to draw and what exactly I want the layout to originate from :] And it wasn't all that easy, really. It may be silly, but I'd like to have all the pretty pictures easily accessible, so I was wondering, wouldn't it be useful(to someone else than me, I mean) if I tried to make a list of links to all the ds6d pic spams/screencaps sites I can find, sorted by movie/show, actors, etc.? Or is it just my sleep-deprived brain that feels the need to organize something :P? (Or does such a thing exist already and I just can't remember?) I seem to be lacking any creative inspiration these days, so that way at least I'd be doing something.

We are going to go to a short vacation in the Rhodopes in a few days \o/. And we're going to see Perperikon, which we haven't before. And there's a cave. Called. I kid you not.The Vulva. (Ah, those naughty ancient Thracians and their naughty cults) I'm going to insist that we ...enter the Vulva and go look in the Womb. *headdesks,giggling* And that's not even the best part. This is dedication to porn, people. The best part is that the cave's entrance was shaped like a giant falos. So that, at a certain time of the year, when the sun's at the right place, a sunny cock creeps across the floor of the cave until it reaches... yeah, you've guessed it by now. Now tell me that's not genious! Fertility cults win \f/! *lmao* I'll be sure to take pictures. And I'm positive that there are going to be more surprises there. (Jokes aside, that place is so awesome. As close as you can come to touching history.)

Happy Birthday,paedraggaidin!!!*Hugs*
I hope you have a great day :))

Anatomy on Monday=absolutely expected failure.I'm sacrificing the Viruses for another go at it on 22st.I'm also so very close to saying fuck it all and getting myself out of this fucking trap.
Anyway,ackonrad,I haven't forgotten the music,but I've been a bit preoccupied and had no internet until a few hours ago.Tomorrow or the day after,I hope.
Will be mostly absent for a good while still.

There's snow.Quite a lot of it and not even just for Varna.I went out the night it was snowing and I was just gonna have a look around the block,but it was so great that I had to go over to the Sea Garden(the park) and it was so amazing-all dark and quiet and there was no one else and there weren't any steps in the snow(before I started running around like an unleashed dog).I tried to make some pics,but the wind was strong and the snow hadn't stopped,so I couldn't use the flash and they didn't turn out great,but I'll post some later today.

Only there wasn't internet for a day and a half and after that it kept coming and going.I think it's finally find now though.

I will try to comment on the flist's entries when I can,but I will probably be prety quiet again for a month or so,because my exams are coming rapidly and my studying for them is being way slower than planned.

No time and still stalling studying hard.I had the tiny excuse that I had not yet tried the new sketching set and a sketch block I got for Christmas and that was impolite of me,right?:P
I(and I bet this will come as a big surprise :P) want to draw Mildmay and Felix.Mostly Mildmay,but no matter how many times I started,I couldn't do anything approaching acceptable without a reference photo and I still can't find one.So I decided to do Felix first and then make a Mildmay,having in mind they must look alike,but adding differences.Erm,the idea to start with a crazy!Felix first,came from a photo that I could use.He didn't turn out very insane looking though :/.More like miserable.
Anyway ( my drawing of a grim Felix wannabe :P ) and ( an older one of one pensive Brian Kinney,just cause I was already taking pictures with my dad's camera )
And this would have been easier with a scanner :]
*back to the anatomy,bleagh*

Hot hot! I am Curry Flavoured. I have a spicy personality. If you can take the heat, you'll love me, if not, I'll probably make you cry. I am not for the faint-hearted. What Flavour Are You?

Heh :P

Happy Birthday,aingeal8c
Have a great day!:))

I've been stalling(the term began this monday) and trying to think and really getting nowhere,but in the land of migraines.I almost decided to give veterinary medicine up about a thousand times,each thime followed by almost deciding to try not to.I think from the beginning I kinda expected to decide on dropping out.I'm pretty sure I would have done so quite suiftly,had I wanted something else enough.But I don't know and I'm so sick of that.The two things that I wouldn't hesitate to try(I think) offer too feeble chances of finding a good(or any) job after graduation.Them being criminalistics(twice now I've had to virtually beat myself over the head with the fact that it's pointless,given the mess with my country's laws and police system ) and philology(English or another).Visual arts are also tempting and have the same problem.And I've thought(should have kept track of the "want" and where'd it go there,huh) I'd be a vet for so long that it's difficult to even really contemplate the range of other possibilities.It occured to me,a few days ago,that I'm very sure I love animals.I'm not sure if I love medicine though.
Anyway,doing nothing and torturing myself and my family hasn't done me any good.I've decided that I'll give it a last go.If I haven't started to feel real interest by the end of this semester-I'm done with it.If I do decide that I want to continue,but by the end of the winter exam session I haven't managed to catch up with at least two of the exams that I got piled up and at least three of the regular exams,scheduled for then-I'm dropping out for a year to pass them,cause they'll just keep piling.
I have no idea if I'll be able to pull this off in the state of exhaustion that I'm in(and I swear I'm not being dramatic),or if I won't just fuck up my chances of getting prepared for any hypothetical admissions in the summer,but I thought I'd push to the end one last time and hope the results won't match the statistics from before.
Speaking of statistics,the results I got so far from my poll are 3 people that didn't go to university,1 happy studying,1 that didn't like what she was studying,persisted and regrets it and 1 that liked it,but doesn't work it or doesn't like it now.Huh.
I'm travelling for Stara Zagora tomorrow afternoon and I've no idea if my roommate's computer's already there or if the internet's on(why yes,I've been avoiding contact with people that are likely to ask me about decisions),so I may possibly be offline for a while.If that's the case-see you guys sooner than later,I hope.

Mood: Nervous