Where the hell is the remote control?

I can't sleep again /o\. Or at least during the night. I fall asleep around 4:30-5 am, wake up around 2 pm, full of regret that I'm not still asleep, but with the nagging guilt that I have work to do and I'm wasting half the day. Then I have a headache for the rest of it. I used to be fine with 6 hours of sleep while I was still in high school, then the last year or two I realized the 6 had become 8 and ok, getting older after all *snort*. But these days I've had troubles rising from bed after 12 hours wtf. Tried a sleeping pill for like, the second time ever and all it did was make me sleep even deeper, but my issue's that I can't fall asleep, not what comes after that.

eta2: Whatever, I was angry, will be again, don't really need a reminder here.

On a brighter note, I think I've fixed my dsss art as much as I will (betas, who knew they were such a helpful thing *l*) and I resubmitted it. I know so many of the people that participate in dsss also go for yuletide and God knows how many other things more and go to school/work/etc OMG how do they do that?! Is there a guide Organization Skills In Ten Easy Steps For Dummies somewhere?! :P *shakes head* As DA said - "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by."

The mere thought that someone's going to be writing a story for me(omg, thank you!) blows my mind, so I don't have a lot of things to ask, ( dear Santa. )

Love, Nyn